• The idea of free speech is a luxury for those who have learned to police their own thoughts.

The Liminalist # 118.5: Becoming Conscious of Being Unconscious (with Aaron Soma)

Part two of a conversation with Aaron Soma, on discovering trauma in the body, a somatic intervention, beneath the mind, False Memory Syndrome, the body doesn’t lie, a combination of trauma & taboo, Whitley Strieber and how trauma becomes a literary industry, the realm of phantasy, archetypal imagery, making the abuser good and the self bad, a vision of Jesus, escaping the original … Read the rest

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The Liminalist # 118: Bearing Witness to the Sensational Self (with Aaron Soma)

First of two-part conversation with Aaron Soma, on The Lucid View, the power of not-knowing, somatic therapy, Wilhelm Reich & body armor, writing & embodiment, liminalism, what the body knows, a recurring “I don’t know,” speaking on the feet, doing this podcast, protection & revelation through articulation, the words as carriers, fear of scapegoating, the value of free speech, John de Ruiter cult … Read the rest

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The Liminalist # 117.5: The Parent Thesis (Or: A Cure for Time, with Alex Fulton)

Part two of two-part conversation with Alex Fulton, on ancestral possession, who are we, an astral over layer, what the Matrix tries to tell us about ourselves, Fear & Desire, a mousetrap that sets free, BCG/237 vaccine, Kubrick as Satan, Pharmakos, the self-care system, media & culture, the bars of the crib, learning to love Jimmy Savile, the horrors that culture hides, running … Read the rest

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The Liminalist # 117: The Media Mirror (Back to the Kubrickon, with Alex Fulton)

First of a two-part conversation with Krypto-Kubrologist Alex Fulton, on a mutual interest in Stanley Kubrick, agreement and disagreement, Crypto-Kubrology vs. Kubrickon, creating AI via the Internet, Paul Thomas Anderson, JFK, RFK, & 237, a temporal algorithm, how algorithms run the world, 2001, the question of intention, the emperor’s nakedness, Kubrick’s intentionality, generating the emperor’s clothing through attention & desire, John de Ruiter, … Read the rest

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The Liminalist # 116.5: Ghosts in the House (with Nick Kalani)

Part two of conversation with Nick Kalani, on joining the Air Force, the Star Wars project, Hawaii, early memories, paternal alcoholism, Area 51, childhood anxiety, ghosts in the house, dinosaur dreams, encountering sexual desire, a memory of electricity, finding mother’s bedroom, sexual disgust, fear of eye contact, salvia divinorum sex visions, child abuse & archetypal encounters, joining the dots, a prevailing mood, Morpheus & … Read the rest

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The Liminalist # 116: An Uncurtainable Disintegrative Event (with Nick Kalani)

Part one of two-part conversation with Nick Kalani, on a house of healing, Air Force training, ancestral influences, elder wisdom, development psychology, sweat lodge ceremony, Native Americans abuse rate, escapist pursuits, pot-smoking, Air Force recruitment, LSD and the military, discarnate interactions, a disintegrative event, the end of a dual-lifestyle, airman of the year, Walter White & the pursuit of the shadow, MKULTRA, rolling in … Read the rest

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The Liminalist # 115.5: The Truth in the Middle (with Martin J)

Part two of conversation with Martin J, on psychic vampirism, Carol Rutz, breeding psi-babies, a psychic continuum, David Icke’s paraphernalia, negotiating the deception, the limits of human imagination, dissociation & 2nd matrix, the world as hallucination, evolutionary regression, the primacy of consciousness, the value of service, reorganizing the self, UK culture, questions about Jimmy Savile, on the other side of trauma release, a reconstructed … Read the rest

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The Liminalist # 115: Divisions of Self (with Martin J.)

Part one of two-part conversation with Martin J, on accents, what the voice communicates, voiceprints, the child abuse key to conditioning, losing ego, trying to understand parental break-up, the thing that didn’t happen, an itinerant lifestyle, Katy Griggs, seeking the organizing principal, mind control programs, Joseph Chilton Pearce, culture vs. nature, a missed sense of purpose, an intentional culture, divisions of self, Sheldon Solomon … Read the rest

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The Liminalist # 114.5: Blood & Toxins (with Anonymous Italian)

Part two of conversation with Anonymous Italian, on dance halls and mass observation, music and consciousness altering, Jimmy Savile, culture as petri dish, Springsteen & the MKULTRA boys, dangers of the music biz, hanging with street guys, metaphysical dangers, a Christina sensibility, the devil’s tool, being a channel for music, picking up the sword, catharsis, forging an ID, losing access to one’s physicality, adolescence, … Read the rest

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The Liminalist # 114: Carriers of Rage (with Anonymous Italian)

Return conversation with the Anonymous Italian, on credibility, due diligence as a researcher, the nature of research, Alex Jones’ pro-wrestling style, transference in reading, David Icke and emotionality, joining teams, being a fan, a personal connection with researchers, navigating the sea of information, what it means to be human, sexual abuse and stolen reactions, reclaiming the loss, innocence & integrity, poison containers, putting the … Read the rest

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The Liminalist # 113.5: The Other Within (with David Curtis)

Part two of conversation with author David Curtis, on screen memory & abduction, Krishnamurti & Leadbeater, John Lily & altered state entertainment, meeting intelligence, Strieber’s broken voice, fragmentation & a history of conspiracy, crucial fictions, paid operatives in the APC, expressing the psyche, Jung on flying saucers, the exteriorized psyche, language as symptom of fragmentation, Dostoyevsky’s Prince Mishkin, Gurdjieff & self-remembering, the obstacle of … Read the rest

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The Liminalist # 113: A Gothic Hinterland (with David Curtis)

Part one of a two-part conversation with author David Curtis, talking about the weather, born in Soulford, Manchester witchcraft, an interesting journey, sustained isolation, the end of work, meeting a wise man, learning wild flowers, an intimate moment, in the margins, self-to-self connection, meeting Krishnamurti, finding safety in an altered state, David Bohm, Castaneda & don Juan, where Buddha is, immanent satori, claims of … Read the rest

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The Liminalist # 112.5: Stories We Tell Ourselves (with Anonymous Italian)

Part two of conversation with Anonymous Italian, on amnesia & memory, do your parts have names, compartmentalization of memory,  another reality, military base and shadowy connections, a dark room and a hole in the wall, complicity and denial, day-care center abuse cover-up, the manipulative skills of a sociopath, occult signifiers, stumbling on a ritual, suicides, memory again, sexual functioning and trauma, the loss of … Read the rest

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The Liminalist # 112: Threats & Promises, An American Abuse Story (with Anonymous Italian)

First of a two-part conversation with an Anonymous Italian, on trauma research and how seriously does Jasun take his work, creating a therapeutic space, why men don’t talk about trauma, woman-run men’s groups, stoicism in the Horsley family, Richard Dawkins’ “suck-it-up” philosophy of childhood trauma, a semantic gauntlet, religious conditioning and sexual abuse, sexual shame and early memories, the cultural context for abuse, grooming, … Read the rest

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The Liminalist # 111: The Tool of Tyrants (with Jan Irvin)

Conversation with Jan Irvin on what’s in a name and suggestogens, the John Allegro attacks, Wasson & CIA, overturning the entire field of ethnobotany, Peter Levenda & Trine Day as disinformation peddlers, being surrounded by dissemblers, a circle jerk of citations, from psychedelics to entheogens, mind-manifestations, recreating the fall of man, gnosis as ego inflation, the Trivium, Terence McKenna & MKULTRA, sixty years of … Read the rest

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The Liminalist # 110: A Life Unknowing (with Wendy Hoffman)

Conversation with organized ritual abuse survivor Wendy Hoffman, author of The Enslaved Queen, on being fragmented, finding internal structures, connecting to inner parts, a special friend, a pre-existing soul, learning to dissociate, splitting the mind, maternal rejection, landscape layers, remembering, current contact, a foam of a life, a life unknowing, dream and nightmare, mother-beatings, Michelle Remembers, finding the ground, a life of … Read the rest

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The Liminalist 109.5: The Unknown Treasure (with David Livingstone)

Part two of conversation with David Livingstone, on religion and dogma,  the imposition of human rights, pluralistic empires, control vs. suppression, sensitivity to the body’s intelligence, boundaries & consensus, the vice of kings, the fundamentals of fascism, transgender & transhumanism, the message, the unknown treasure, Lurianic Kabbalah, the myth of progress, the devil’s plan, the invisible creator, Apocalypse-driving, proactive Gnostics, the golden rule, fundamental … Read the rest

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The Liminalist # 109: The Dupes of the Superman (or Smokeless Fire; with David Livingstone)

Part one of a two-part conversation with researcher David Livingstone, on occultism, discordianism, & transhumanism, how science was shaped by occultism, a post-Christian era, dogmatic empiricism, mapping cultural trends, collecting circumstantial evidence, Tavistock & the development of social psychology, occultism as ideology, the scientific method vs. scientism, the ideology of science, Nick Bostrom & H-plus, Gnosticism as the Bible inverted, the devil’s promise, Institute … Read the rest

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The Liminalist # 108.5: Instrument of Aristocracy (with William Ramsey)

Part two of conversation with William Ramsey, on subtle infiltration, a psychotic break, Sebastian Horsley & the hidden aristocratic lifestyle, Temple of Psychic Youth & adolescent appeal of occultism, Harry Potter as sorcery vehicle, trauma, Satanism, and identity politics, negative identity, the pendulum, Christopher Isherwood, a post Crowley nexus, Lord Tredegar, Augustus John, instrument of aristocracy, John Sykes’ dog, Agent 666, Kim Philby … Read the rest

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The Liminalist # 108: The Crowley Assignation (with William Ramsey)

Part one of two-part conversation with author William Ramsey, on Aleister Crowley’s cultural impact, 9/11 and numerology, Robin Bryans’ The Dust Has Never Settled, Lord Tredegar & Black Masses, Peter Levenda & the Crowley wall of denial, The World’s Tragedy, comparing Crowley to Ted Bundy, de-emphasizing AC’s pathology, Betty Ma’s testimony, Crowley’s appeal to the artistic class, the crucifixion of a frog, … Read the rest

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