Conversation with Eileen Meyer on encounters with presence, inner & outer, choosing love over fear, trauma & the divine, the natural way & the body as instrument of existence.
Part One: An Upside-Down Life (0 – 24 mins)
Weaving words, Prisoner of Infinity, stripping away belief, babies & bathwater, Whitley Strieber, the element of trauma, Eileen’s experience, childhood awareness, an upside-down life, angels in the sandbox, a magical kingdom, a sense of more, integrated presence, the beginning of contraction, losing connection to the natural world.
Part Two: Between Love and Fear (24 mins – 1 hr 3 mins)
The fear component, the distance between natural & unnatural states, high-vibrational intelligence, from body terror to communion, a universal language, May 1991, top secret clearance, waking into terror, choosing between love and fear, floating through glass, downloads of data, imag-ing the ET, grasping for definitions, escaping the unknown, pick your narrative, categories & dismissals, signing up for Strieber-land, transcendence and trauma, cosmic bypassing, a DMT encounter, restoration of consciousness, shattered worldview, a new way of being.
Part Three: Inner Markers (1 hr 3 – 1 hr 40 mins)
Psychedelics, the outside & the inside, DMT & pure expansion, from No to Yes, sex & knowledge, when other forces intervene, Jung & the Red Book, aspects of the self, hooks in trauma, healing the chasm, a time of collective fear, inner markers, forks in the road, memories of abuse, trauma work, brain-spotting, the body as instrument, music of communion, Dave Oshana & how the eyes have it, talking Pluto, potential in landscapes, trauma & the divine, human interference & angelic presence.
Part Four: The Traction of the Real (1 hr 40 mins – end)
Prodded into awakening, the full spectrum of consciousness, Mayan science, in-between worlds, off the rails, trajectories in a fog, withdrawing attention from the theater of the world, reifying dialogues, fear of embodiment, concepts vs. felt sense, the traction of the real, castles in the sky, incarnating infinity, Whitley’s family dynamics, camp identity, a deeper inquiry, an emotional awareness tool, speaking as atunement, the information of emotions, call & response, the job of the identity, a false foundation, transhuman tech, sentient technology, the challenge of nature, the need for They, reintegrating the gods, filled up with oneself, conscious conversation.