
The Social Revenge Fantasist: Scapegoating Patriarchy, Generational Trauma, & the Identity Police State
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Death Denial, Super-Powers, and Slave Women: NXIVM Sex Cult (16 Maps of Hell Leftover # 1)
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Where Reality Is: Dave Oshana on How Body Awareness + Conscious Life Force = Enlightenment
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New Interviews with Legalize Freedom, The Melt, Resistance Recovery, William Ramsey, & Hearth Stone
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Visions of Hell: Sorrow and Nostalgia On The Path to Wholeness (Guest Post from Dan Mitchell)
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A Game of Masks: The Undertaker of Illusions, Satan’s Advocate, & Hell Maps Inner & Outer
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The Life & Loves of a Failed Misanthropist # 1
Drummer Bob “‘I become the enemy of people the moment they touch me,’ he said. ‘On the other hand, it has always happened that the more I hate people individually,

What You Should Know about Organized (“Satanic”) Ritual Abuse
This article was published at Disinfo.com, which has now vanished from the worldwide web without explanation, hence I am re-posting it here. After 25 years researching so-called “Satanic Ritual Abuse”

Band of Brothers: Another Jonathan Lethem Exegesis + Podcast with James Howard Kunstler
KunstlerCast 308 — Chatting with Jasun Horsley About the Sexual Hysteria of Our Time Exegesis of Jonathan Lethem’s The Feral Detective at Conatus News: The Monster in the Mirror: Donald Trump

When Surrender Happens (2012 Oshana Report # 4)
One-to-One in Botanical Gardens, Helsinki, June 27th One of the most striking things about this one-to-one, in retrospect, was how casual and ordinary it seemed. I thought afterwards about what

Forsaking the Kephas Crown (2012 Oshana Report # 3)
Helsinki, Midsummer, June 19th 2012 The Sorcerers’ Dead-End Path The task of writing these reports is getting harder. Or there is more resistance in me to doing so. I may

Is There a Way Out?/ Questioning Enlightenment (Oshana 2012 Report # 2)
Tallinn Intensive, June 9th, 2012 We began the Tallinn intensive with energy work and kept it up for about two hours. It felt like twice that. For the first hour

The Body-Beloved: 2012 Oshana Report # 1
“Testifying to Love” was my attempt to sum up and convey the benefits received via my relationship with Dave Oshana. After publishing it, I went back to some older pieces

Testifying to Love: How Dave Oshana & the Enlightenment Transmission Allowed for an Experience of My Soul
When the counterfeit becomes more widely distributed than the genuine article, inflation occurs and currency loses value. So it is with love, truth, and spirituality: what we generally refer to