Jasun First of two-part audio recording of the third Liminalista Video Meet-up (from October 14th 2017), with Frances Hutchens, Nick Kalani, and Christopher S, on what people want from Auticulture, being burned out on geopolitics, social liberation & liminality, focusing on Jasun’s books, mind and body, Frances recovering from sinusitis, Jasun triggered by Seen & Not …
Part two of conversation with Kelvin Gregory, on growing up working class, Straus & Beethoven, an interest in high culture, spontaneous ecstasy, Panama aristocracy, growing up on an army base, testing for talented kids, a summer of Strieber, prodigy sister & speed-reading, MKULTRA schools for the gifted, Jimmy Saville, Leonard Cohen and hidden confessions, John …
First of a two-part conversation with Kelvin Gregory, on shunning social media, the Alt. Perceptions Community margins, occult rituals, Morris Berman in Mexico, Jonathan Lethem, languishing in development hell, Blood Poets, library electronic resources, James Howard Kunstler, finding a different kind of listener, getting back to old magic, erupting Mount Helens, a spontaneous astral projection, …
Selected highlights from second live online video meet-up for Liminalistas, on experimental projects, group chemistry, social liberation & enlightenment, discomfort in social situations, winning & losing, how others perceive us, comfort in action, everyone’s trauma, Dave Oshana & confronting anxiety, moving outside comfort zones, life as social engagement, awakening to neurotic patterns, following the energy, …
Part two of conversation with Darren Westlund, on Paul Bowles & the supernatural, the problem with Yoga in the west, extreme individualism of the West, do Arabs have an unconscious, the veneer of civilization, East vs. West, getting pulled back into the mind, early aptitude for dissociation, exhaustion from integration, suffering and spiritual “progress,” integrating …
First of a two-part conversation with Darren Westlund (Derek Swannson) on using pseudonyms, being a local celebrity, Kingsburg consternation, writer’s syndrome, representing Sebastian Horsley, DMT & what it’s like to die, big lucid dreams, Robert Monroe’s astral bag of tricks, developing the double, your own personalized tulpa, Buddhism & the multiplicity of selves, David Foster …
I have been observing recently how my ego always seems to get what it wants. No matter how bad its advice, and how much I know I shouldn’t, I end up following it. Maybe it’s just me, but the more aware I become of my ego and of just how untrustworthy it is, the more …
Solo podcast with Jasun thanks to a series of inconvenient events, hanging in Horley, an amorphous blob, ultimate liminality, Mark Lawn’s bone of contention, layers of liminality, a second class citizen at the Hilton, Dave Oshana & the Enlightenment Transmission, an energetic guidance system, Homeland Security & an opportunity for surrender, the ignorance of privilege, …
Return conversation with Ashley H, on clean language, moving from word to image, feeling energy in the body, seeking big sensations, drug-use as hacking into the unconscious, mind & body, Vipassana, meditation & stillness, denial of the body, carried by the life force, distorting the language of the body, the four humors, grief & loss, …
Part two of conversation with Jasun’s niece Emerald Gould, on disowned rage and powerlessness, Frank Booth in Blue Velvet, Travis in Taxi Driver, Kevin in We Need to Talk About Kevin, finding targets for rage, connecting to Iris, Viet vet rage, rage against the mother, male quest for identity, symbiotic union with the mother, narcissism …
Part one of two-part conversation with Emerald Gould, on what a psychopath is or isn’t, is Travis Bickle a psychopath, interior vs. exterior definitions, celebrity psychos, a psychotic episode, a psychopathic spectrum, sociopathy, MKULTRA programmed to kill, Blue Velvet’s Frank Booth, TV’s definition of psychopaths, We Need to Talk About Kevin, a neutral psychopath, caught …
Return conversation with Random Dude, on faith in exploration, back to the body, The Kubrickon, being drawn to pop culture, sorting the seeds, being thirty, a process of elimination, psi-experiences, overwhelmed by history, the evolution of the generations, Saturn’s sobriety, the need for pragmatism, what can be applied, ancestral cues, why scry culture, the autobiographical …
Part two of return conversation with Anonymous Italian on organized abuse, psychological fragmentation, mind control, being multiple, dissociative identity disorder, therapeutic healing, and on spirtuality and Christianity. Songs: “The Kommema and his Religion” & “Of the Lakes” by SunWalker; “This Life Gives Force,” by Richard Youngs.
Two-part return conversation with Anonymous Italian on organized abuse, psychological fragmentation, mind control, being multiple, dissociative identity disorder, therapeutic healing. Songs: “The Kommema and his Religion” by SunWalker; Other songs: Lightning Hopkins.”
Conversation with Heidi Crockett on neuroscientific counseling, the decade of the brain, interpersonal neuro-biology, brain to brain interface, the 9 functions, autism and small talk, connecting with body language, biological tuning, invisible food, exchanging transmissions, love & integration, receiver-transmitters, the effects of trauma, three domains of the brain, temporal integration, an overstimulated reptilian brain, community …
Part two of conversation with Aneel Pandey, on children & sex, why sperms don’t like condoms, human beings & intimacy, Sagittarius A the cosmic grandfather, God the Sun, a sentient universe, what the galaxy wants, the life of a red blood cell, a coup du corps, carrying a deadly virus, mission mania, being a honey …
First of two-part conversation with Aneel Pandey, on Transcender corporation, Prisoner of Infinity & transhumanism, being turned into digital, being replaced with an android, what transhumanists want, meeting yourself as an android, memory donors, Star Trek transporter questions, when the replicants come home, persona vs. ego, the proper vector, new maps of possibility, a silicon …
Part two of conversation with Branko Malić, contemplating the nature of evil, where did the devil come from, the power of beliefs, fragmentation & wholeness, when the mind turns into what it grasps, evil’s mask of goodness, the will to good, evil as parasite, turning the gaze below, philosophical Satanism, reaching the acausal realm, the …
Part one of two-part conversation with Branco Malić, on being a half-baked academic, egos in alt media, George Bataille and taboo, Heidegger and post-modernist nihilism, cutting through left and right, Alexander Dugin, Jeffrey Kripal, mapping an ideologue, trauma and neo-Satanism, the ideology of tyranny, subversion of the mainstream, movement from fringe to center, identity politics, …
Part two of conversation with Flat Woods, let’s talk about Pizzagate, money laundering in Washington DC, Savile-gate in the UK, the aspiring elite, the foundation of civilization, the price of security, walking among the goyim, Jimmy Savile, Peter Sutcliffe at Broadmoor, the meanest motherfucker in the valley, to share or not to share, life on …