Jasun 
Once in a while, a customer manages to get all the way under my skin. That is when the blood and guts starts to fly. I am a visceral sort of guy. Blame it on my autism: surplus affective empathy, deficit cognitive empathy. What follows is an example of what occurs when I reach my …
Two-hour conversation with Benjamin Boyce, on growing up in closet aristocracy, Fabian society, champagne socialists, anti-establishment establishment values, neoliberalism, malevolence and rhetoric, generational hypocrisy, Northern Foods, intelligence community and Fabianism, Marx in London, permeators, a cryptocratic rule, Bertrand Russell, the death of Sebastian Horsley, Jasun’s pilgrimage, from Morocco to Canada, a socialist life, liminality, cultural …
Friday, late November. Morning shift. In comes an asthmatic wheezing woman with her face covered. She moves quickly to the back, out of the line of my sight. She is followed by a familiar face, an older, Italian looking guy with a black beard who usually wears a leather jacket and looks like a cross …
Short solo podcast with Jasun, on the rise of the Super-ego, nihilism & narcissism, Satanism & scientism, the scientific worldview and the loss of eternity as context, the image of the body & the mother- body, the psyche abhors a void, abandoning trains of thought, an intervention of awareness, a feeling of freedom, letting go …
(from 16 Maps of Hell) Grand Unified Conspiracy Theory “Consequently a necessary step for most of us in the work of renouncing This World is to become aware of it as an engineered control system. Thus the act of investigating the structure and exposing the agendas of the New World Order, for those dedicated to …
The invisible audience, interacting with listeners, the lurkers, aesthetic dissonance, the measure of a connection, Kafka and Van Gogh and the tortured artist, fear of the internet, sleep paralysis nightmare, certain unknown forces, the bad grandmother, I am the camera, a collective disembodiment project, movies and TV changing places, the cinematic universe, the Disney empire, …
“In the great chess-board of human society, every single piece has a principle of motion of its own, altogether different from that which the legislature might choose to impress upon it. If those two principles coincide and act in the same direction, the game of human society will go on easily and harmoniously, and is …
Solo session with Jasun responding to listener questions, on desired Liminalist guests, aids to individuation, talking about the Apocalypse, resurrection of the body, processing the content of the unconscious, return of the gods, death as judgment day, peak oil & the end of earth’s resources, the conspiracy spectrum, the mindset of the skeptic, an inherent …
On my wife’s suggestion, I called up one of our employees at the thrift store, K.D., a natural healer with some psychic abilities. I gave her Ken’s name and his daughter’s name, and went to lie down while she did her thing. I ended up falling asleep, and the next day she told me she …
Return conversation with Gib Strange, for secret replicants Meet Nov 8th 2018. As two separate audios: Part 1: Talking about Neuro-Deviant, Notes from Underground, the outsider archetype, Taxi Driver, the unsympathetic alienated, Frank Booth in Blue Velvet, the anti-villain, misery makes the fiend, existentialism as product, Gib’s avatar in Notes from Uncanny Valley, Edgar Poe’s …
November 9th, 2016: the day following the accident. I called the police in the evening and spoke to the officer in charge, the same one who had taken down my details. He was neither sympathetic nor helpful: all he could tell me was that the old man had been moved to Vancouver and that this …
Part One: Kubricks as Japanese toys, the hyper-object, Kubark, counter-intelligence interrogation, Dr. Strangelove release date, JFK assassination, subliminal imagery in EWS, clues in Kubrick’s films, who put them there, Stanley’s reputation as God of the set, dressing the set, the auteur theory, an absence of personal obsession, how popular is Kubrick, Harold & Maude and …
People who know me—and even people who don’t—have commented on how I have become softer, more relaxed and open over the past few years. I have credited this change to my wife, my work in the thrift store, and my association with Dave Oshana. But there’s something else I have not talked about, an event …
Conversation with Douglas Valentine, author of The CIA as Organized Crime, on the Phoenix Program, how American got into Vietnam, US support of South Vietnam government & military, an intelligence war, black propaganda in Vietnam, the CIA shell game, how the US perfected terrorism before declaring war on it, military involvement in the Phoenix Program, …
The Life & Loves of a Failed Misanthrope # 2 Drummer Bob came in again yesterday. I noticed he had shaved. He said, “At least it’s not raining” in his glum tone of voice. Then he added, “I probably shouldn’t say that. That’s all I need is rain.” I suggested he get an umbrella. Bob …
Epic Halloween conversation with Ken Ammi, on being born at a young age, the Argentinian teeth mice, a true & honest skeptic, a world of deception, a battle in the body, discovering Crowley, Robert Anton Wilson, Book of Thoth in Tangier, primed by occult forces, Timothy Leary & Crowley’s legacy, the Rosicrucian cross, social engineering …
Return conversation with James Howard Kunstler, on grievance studies hoax in academia, dog park rape culture, buzz words as thought stoppers, working at Term Papers Unltd, finals week forever, Bullshit Unltd, the evolution of academic jargon, French post-structuralists, the history of intellectual fraud, the degeneration of education, Kunstler’s downward curve as university speaker, a pivotal …
Second of two-part return conversation with Jonathan Lethem, on Lethem’s nonfiction, a writer who doesn’t hide, a mask of transparency, Joe Brainard, bargaining with disclosure, fiction & nonfiction, the ache for fame, Superman/Clark Kent syndrome, a performance of honesty, The Blood Poets, Prisoner of Infinity, Whitley’s fortress of solitude, a Strieber rabbit hole, the psychology …
Part one of a two-part return conversation with Jonathan Lethem, on writing Feral Detective, the process of assembling, the election happens, the MeeToo movement, beating dead horses, what Donald Trump represents, a curdled archetype, presidents & pop culture, the neoliberal continuity, fixating on an image, a disambiguation of US politics, Obama’s peace prize, a symbolic …
Second of two-part return conversation with Cary McCoy, on what sex are you, referring to base facts, a fabric of truth & lies, transspeciesism, a bizarro dream life, Dr. Moreau’s future, Cary’s art, symbolic future paintings, Billy dream, astral visits from dead rock stars, Highwaymen, piano & guitar, super creepy soundtracks, conjuring spirits, a walking …